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My Jack/Sam-ish Relationship

Journal Entry: Mon May 12, 2008, 9:11 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: The All-American Rejects - Dirty Little Secre
  • Reading: Doctor Who Fanfiction
  • Watching: Doctor Who
  • Eating: Sandwich
  • Drinking: Jones Creme Soda
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So here's whats up, I have this crush on someone I work with. Now this relationship we have reminds me of Jack and Sam from Stargate SG-1. There's those rules and regulations in the way. More like management and an associate. It's weird, I've never felt this way for a guy before, a girl yes, a guy no. And I'm all confused and I don't know what to do. I'm a little unsure of how he feels, whether he's just being nice as a friend or if he actually likes me. A co-worker/friend was talking to me, trying to stir things up and he was totally acting like he had no idea what she was talking about. LOL, so yeah I don't know what is going to happen. Since management and associates aren't suppose to date, it could just be a secret. And for any of those who remember when I was head over heals for Nikki, my first girl love, that unrequited love. Well, I feel what I felt for her for him, and that's how it is.

And I really can't keep doing this to myself, I really do need to move out and not come back. I'm giving up on my family and I just don't have the energy to deal with it any more.



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  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Kelseyville, California
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  • Interests: Writing poetry/fanfiction, drawing, SciFi, videos game, and anime!
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~LimpidD:iconLimpidD: 5 hours 26 minutes ago
:thanks: :+fav:

:heart: S o n b a h a r I n R e n k L e r i :heart:

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=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 6 hours 11 minutes ago
Thankies. :D

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~armoured-armadillo:iconarmoured-armadillo: 6 hours 34 minutes ago
Your avatar is awesomeness.

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=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 8 hours 15 minutes ago
You're welcome! :D

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=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 8 hours 15 minutes ago
Thankies. :D

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=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 8 hours 15 minutes ago
You're welcome! :D

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*vampirepig:iconvampirepig: 9 hours 34 minutes ago
Best. Icon. Ever.

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~LataraTheWaterBender:iconLataraTheWaterBender: 10 hours 17 minutes ago
:hug:
thanks for the fav!

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=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 11 hours 29 minutes ago
You're welcome! :D

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"I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself. I take the words...I scatter them, in time and space." - Rose Tyler, Doctor Who
*catpuff-noir:iconcatpuff-noir: 12 hours 33 minutes ago
Thank you kindly for the :+fav::blowkiss:

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=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 14 hours 30 minutes ago
You're welcome! :D

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*faestock:iconfaestock: 14 hours 46 minutes ago
Hi, cheers for the :+fav: :heart:
-jess

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=axelrikusora:iconaxelrikusora: 16 hours 34 minutes ago
Hope we become good friends ^^ :heart: :hug:

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=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 16 hours 35 minutes ago
Of course, I'll go update it now. :nod:

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=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 16 hours 36 minutes ago
You're welcome! :D

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"I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself. I take the words...I scatter them, in time and space." - Rose Tyler, Doctor Who
=axelrikusora:iconaxelrikusora: 16 hours 37 minutes ago
:wow: Thank you for watching me !!!!!!!!!!!! :heart: :heart: <333333333

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Karin The Vampire Kitsune with her Rosmael ^^
~Double-G:iconDouble-G: 17 hours 10 minutes ago
Btw do U still active manage Saint Beast club? I made several SB thread and want to join the club. Can I?

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=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 18 hours 37 minutes ago
You're welcome! :D

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"I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself. I take the words...I scatter them, in time and space." - Rose Tyler, Doctor Who
*PureBlackLove:iconPureBlackLove: 1 day 3 hours ago
:aww: Thank you soo much for the :+fav: honey! :hug:

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=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 1 day 19 hours ago
You're welcome! :D

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"I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself. I take the words...I scatter them, in time and space." - Rose Tyler, Doctor Who
=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 1 day 19 hours ago
You're welcome! :D

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"I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself. I take the words...I scatter them, in time and space." - Rose Tyler, Doctor Who
=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 1 day 19 hours ago
You're welcome! :D

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"I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself. I take the words...I scatter them, in time and space." - Rose Tyler, Doctor Who
=Before-I-Sleep:iconBefore-I-Sleep: 1 day 19 hours ago
You're welcome! :D

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"I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself. I take the words...I scatter them, in time and space." - Rose Tyler, Doctor Who